Summary: It feels like every other day you’re in Frank Adler’s garage while he looks under the hood of your beat-up vehicle, trying to diagnose the newest problem. He’s always been sweet about it; you coming in at the last second because you’re running late for work, always slashing the prices so you don’t go broke.
One day, on your way into work, your radiator overheats, leaving you stranded on the side of the road. Knowing he won’t let you down, you call Frank. Ever the gentleman, he gives you a ride, but when he drops you off at work, he discovers a secret you had worked so hard to keep.
You promised your boyfriend you’d never cheat, but now you’re not sure what you have could even be called love.
What happens when Frank finds himself falling for you? Will he be able to keep himself from intervening in the toxic and tumultuous relationship you and your boyfriend have?
Word Count: 1,693
Warnings: First and foremost, domestic violence; emotional, verbal, & physical. Language, heavy angst, insecure female reader, PTSD, no cheating, possibly more to come.
Author’s Note: A huge thank you to @captain-rogers-beard for allowing me to steal some of her thunder. Your unwavering support has left me speechless. GIF found on Google Images with no source.
My work is not to be posted on any other sites (AO3, Wattpad, etc.) without my express written permission. Reblogs are fine.

It had been one hell of a day, and all you wanted to do was go home and take a long hot shower, followed by passing out for about four, maybe seven days. You ached everywhere, the kind of ache that settled deep into your bones, your very bruised and should-have-been-broken bones.
You had gotten lucky when James kicked you. As painful as it was, James wasn’t kicking at full-force, he had been too drunk to do that. Needless to say, you were surprised when the doctor said you had no broken bones, “But, it’s going to feel like you wish you had. Broken bones can often heal faster than a deep bone bruise, as you have.”
After getting an official all clear from the doctor, you were approached by Officer Andrews.
“How are you holding up?” she asked gently, as if you were a scared animal that would bolt if she spoke too loud.
You were staring at your hands. “I’ve been better,” you answered dryly.
“I can imagine,” Andrews mused.
“Hey, have you heard anything about Frank?” Your chest went tight. If something happened to him…
The officer nodded her head. “He’s got a pretty bad concussion, but nothing a week of rest won’t cure.”
“Oh, thank God,” you sighed heavily, your shoulders shaking, tears stinging your eyes.
Andrews’ eyes narrowed the slightest bit. “Is there something going on between you and Mister Adler?”
“What?” you gasped, your head flying up. “No! God, no. He’s a friend, that’s all. I would never, never cheat on James.” You really hoped that she believed you. You couldn’t afford for her not to. If it was suspected that there was something going on between you and Frank, they might suspect it was anything but self-defense.
“I know it’s been a long day and you’re probably itching to go home, but there are just a few more questions. Are you up to answering them right now?” she asked, pulling out her notebook and pen.
No. I am not up to answering anymore of your stupid questions.
You forced a smile and nodded. “I’m good.”

Several long hours passed before Marge found you in the waiting room. You were bent at the waist, forearms on your thighs, head hung, shoulders shaking. When she slid into the seat next to you, draping an arm around your shoulders, you broke down.
It was all too much to hold in any longer. With James dead, there was a part of you that felt relief; you were no longer wedged under his thumb, he had no control over you anymore, you wouldn’t need to hide the array of bruises any longer. However, that was buried beneath oppressive layers of guilt and shame. You were responsible for the death of James, no one else, just you. If only you could have gotten the nerve to leave sooner, or had said no the first time he asked you out; you could have done a million other things at a million different times instead of killing the man you had onced loved.
And Frank had gotten hurt in the process. Jesus, how could you have let that happen? Frank was your friend, had been there whenever you needed help, had gone above and beyond when it came to the confines of ‘doing his job.’ He was gentle and caring, funny and charming, handsome and smart, and never once spoke to you as if you were inferior, or called you names because of your round figure. Frank was a good man, and he didn’t deserve what had happened to him, what you had done to him.
“Hey, it’s okay, Y/N,” Marge said, her tone low and soothing. “Let it out. I got you, girl.”
You latched onto her, sobbing openly, not caring about how other people might react. Your life was forever changed, nothing was going to be the same and, in a way, you were okay with that. Then again, you were scared of what was to come; you were now in uncharted territory with no compass, no map to show you the right way to travel, what routes to avoid, which ones to stop at and enjoy.
Marge handed you several kleenexes after the tears had started to slow down. “You okay?”
“No,” you murmured before blowing your nose. “I’m far from okay, Marge. I killed a man.”
Her hand was on yours and her eyes drilled into yours. “Listen to me,” she urged. “James is dead, yes, but you did not kill him.”
“I did, I pushed him,” you argued, your throat going thick once again.
“He pushed you, he kicked you,” Marge bit out, her cheeks going red. “He beat you almost every damn day. What you did was self-defense if ever I’ve seen it. You didn’t push him with the intent of him dyin’. You pushed him to get him to back off. If they can’t see that, they’re dumber than they look.”
Deep down, you knew what she was saying was right, but your brain refused to accept it. She could say that all day, every day, for the rest of your life, and you weren’t sure if you would ever believe her.
“I don’t know, Marge,” you mumbled, your head shaking as it dropped.
Marge huffed out a breath through her nose before changing the subject. “I saw Frank.”
Your head flew up faster than you thought possible. “You did? How is he? I’ve been askin’, but they won’t tell me anything. I’m not family.”
“He’s hurtin’ pretty good,” she informed you, tucking some hair behind your ear. “But, the doc says he’ll be fine; it’s a concussion, a bad one.”
Guilt slithered through you like a slimy snake, wrapping itself around your spine and heart, squeezing it tight. “A concussion he wouldn’t have had if he never had met me.”
“Y/N, that’s enough of that, you hear me?” she chastised, her eyes glittering angrily. “Frank gettin’ hurt isn’t your fault either. He’s a grown ass man that did the right thing by goin’ with you. Yeah, he got hurt, but he didn’t go into the situation not knowing what might happen. Speakin’ of, why was James there?”
With a loud scoff, you scraped a hand through your hair. “Guess there was a big bust,” you started, glancing at your watch, “yesterday, and James’ offense was the least of their problems.”
“They didn’t,” Marge gasped loudly.
“They did,” you said begrudgingly.
“What else did they say?” she inquired.
You knew what she meant, she wanted to know if they were going to press charges against you. It was one of the first things you asked Officer Andrews.
One of your shoulders bobbed once. “They have to go through the whole thing, present any evidence – or lack thereof – and submit it to the district attorney’s office first.”
“And how long is that going to take?”
Another shoulder bob as you answered, “Who knows. Could be a week, or a month, maybe longer.”
“Well, that’s somethin’, I guess,” she sighed, her hand grabbing yours. “Have they cleared you to leave?”
“Yeah, I just… I didn’t know where you were,” you started to say. “I didn’t know where Frank was, and I just…” your voice trailed off as your throat, once again, went thick.
Marge gave your hand a squeeze and smiled warmly. “Do you want to see Frank before we go home?”
All you could do was nod. You pushed out of the uncomfortably narrow seat and followed her down a maze the maze of halls of the ICU, until finally, she opened a door. Frank was lying there, his eyes closed, long lashes fanned out, looking every bit like he was sleeping. You rounded the bed, to the side where you could lay your hand over his without interfering with an IV.
He stirred, groaning as his head turned toward you. “Y/N?” he gruffed, his eyes fluttering open.
“Yeah, Frank,” you rasped. “It’s me. Easy there.”
Frank was trying to sit up, but stopped and pressed a palm to his forehead. “How are… are you okay?”
“Don’t worry about me,” you assured him, squeezing his hand.
“But, I do. I can’t help it.” Frank turned his hand over, sliding his fingers between yours.
You should have pulled away, slipped your hand from his, gotten up, and walked out, but you didn’t. You gave him a warm smile. “You shouldn’t,” you insisted weakly. “What about you, huh? How are you feeling?”
“Like I got my head slammed into a wall,” he answered with a wry chuckle.
“Frank, I… I’m sorry about what happened to you.” There were more tears filling your eyes that you tried to blink away.
“Hey, no apologies, okay?” He gave your hand a squeeze.
With a soft huff, you shook your head. “I’ll try, okay? It’s just something I’m used to doing. Everything was my fault.”
“That’s the past, honey,” Marge said as she approached Frank’s bed.
You pulled in a shuddering breath. “I know, I know. I’ll work on it, I promise.”
“That’s all we can ask,” Frank ground out, his face pinched in pain. He quickly pressed the button that controlled the morphine. “Now, why don’t you two go home and get some rest. I’m going to pass out in about five minutes.”
“You do that, darlin’,” Marge hummed before bending over to kiss Frank’s forehead.
Before releasing Frank’s hand, you gave it a squeeze, sweeping your thumb over the pulse in his wrist. “I hope you feel better in the morn… later.” It was well after five am at that point, so your already dizzy brain wasn’t functioning correctly.
“Goodnight,” he slurred, the morphine already kicking in.
You and Marge repeated his statement before turning off the lights and walking out, closing the door quietly.
TEN

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