I Fell

steebsaveme:

Summary: He fell and never picked himself up.

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x reader

Warnings: Angst, Sad Sebby, a little fluff

Word Count: 441

A/N: Yeeet! It’s my first fan fic! Um, sorry to bother the writers I tagged :DD

It all started with her smile. He could feel himself slightly falter just with her smile.

He didn’t even really know her, but as soon as they met he felt something special. Then as soon as she smiled, he started to falter.

And even now, a few months later, he still couldn’t stop the skip of his heart everytime she smiled. It didn’t matter if she didn’t smile at him, his heart still skipped a beat.

Then there was her laugh. It wasn’t the cliché girl laugh. It was her laugh. It was special.

Every time he heard her laugh, he couldn’t help but smile. And during the times he himself was able to make her laugh, his heart would flutter.

He didn’t mind if she would laugh at him, atleast she was laughing.

Then there was her attitude.

She was fiesty, that was for sure. He loved how she was fiesty and firey, but somehow she still was loving, she still was caring and patient with everyone.

His favorite moments were when she would get mad at him, and after a few hours, she would apologize profusely to him about how she was with him.

He didn’t care if she was shouting at him, atleast she wasn’t losing her fiesty side.

There was so much too her that he loved. He loved every bit of her, every freckle, every scar, everything.

It’s now been a few years since they’ve met, and now he was standing at the altar.

He was smiling with tears in his eyes. The doors opened and there she was, an angel in white. He loved how her dress fit her so well. He loved how she finally displayed her freckles after years of hating them.

And as she came closer, he could see more and more the woman he fell inlove with. He felt sick to his stomach, and somehow, his eyes felt more irritated than ever.

He wanted to cry.

He couldn’t.

Not now.

He couldn’t ruin her perfect day.

And so, he watched her pass him. Giving her an encouraging smile as she passed.

And now, she was in the hands of her one and only.

He watched the ceremony.

He saw them exchange vows.

He saw them share their first kiss.

He saw them share their first walk.

All that he could feel throughout the ceremony was the regret and pain building up in him.

All this happened because he never told her he loved her.

All because he was scared.

And now, he was left standing at the altar.

Tears flowing down his face, as his heart lay broken inside of him.

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Well OW! That really hurt. I love it. ANOTHER!